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Dear Future Lover,
Hey, how’s it going? I’m a bit nervous writing this, so bear with me please. I just want to tell you a few things about me, okay?
I’m not perfect. I don’t smoke. I don’t drink. I’ve been hurt a lot, and sometimes I take that out on others. I don’t trust easy, sometimes I lie, and I can be a bit boring at times. I’ll stay strong by smiling in front of you, but when I go home I’ll cry because I’m afraid to tell you what was bothering me. You see, I don’t communicate well. It’s something I struggle with every day (though not many things bother me these days.) There are some days where my words get jumbled and they come out wrong. There are days where I can laugh and have a good time with you, but those may be few and far between.
I am completely random. You never know whats going to explode from my mind. I come up with all sorts of cool things sometimes, and others I just wing it. I like to listen to music that speaks to me because it will always understand me. Books are a door of adventure for me, but one day I want to travel the world with no one else but you. I will die knowing where I’ve been and knowing I saw everything God created, and most importantly knowing that I got to do it with you.
I love food. I don’t know how, but I always find time to eat above anything else. I go to church, and I try and read my bible every day to keep the communication open with God. I am a Christian, but some days I find it hard to act like one. I can get angry with others, more so with myself. I tend to criticize myself, but that’s only because most of the time I don’t have anyone to tell me otherwise.
I may smile, but I will need your hugs. I may laugh, but I will need to hear your soft, reassuring voice. No matter how I act please don’t think badly of me, my emotions can get out of hand. I will need you to kiss me on the head, and just hold me. I don’t care when or where. I can be impatient sometimes, so remind me when I need to take a deep breath and try again. Make me laugh, I will remember those times the most. Above all, I will love you with everything I have, even if all I can give is myself. Do know, that God has my heart, and when he feels it’s the right moment, he will give it to you and I know you will cherish it forever.
Sincerely,
The Different One